I’ve always been highly passionate about integrating my faith into everything I do. A bit of a child prodigy, I began writing short stories into books at the age of 5, began writing poetry and winning poetry contests, being awarded and published since the age of 11, and I was always being courted by elite schools and gifted programs. Being a child that was adopted, I very early began confronting my Shadow through contextualising my inner child wounds of abandonment and rejection trauma. 

 

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Very early on, I was always passionate about spirituality and religion, seeking healing and belonging due to my woundedness as an adopted, fatherless child. Growing up as a "church kid" in a household where, although not Jewish, my mom observed both Jewish holidays and traditional western Christian holidays, I had a strong Biblical foundation and passion for Biblical studies, yet my woundedness led me to seek healing in other paths. My mother was encouraging and open minded, allowing me to explore other religions I'd become mesmerised by. As a child, I very rapidly began exploring the gamut of world religions as a very advanced reader far above my age and grade level, devouring adult level books on Celtic spirituality, Norse Asatru spirituality, Buddhism, Hinduism, Ifa, orisha worship, and well as the Kardecian system of mediumship. I also learned various forms of divination, utilising tarot cards, runes, and African cowries or merindillogun.

 

Eventually, experiencing an intense "wake up call," I discovered the Truth of God United in me, and, in repentence, through delivery, I renounced worship & sacrifice to egregores & familiars, to devote whole-heartedly to a sound faith in the Creator and found my true ecstatic feminine liberation in softening to the Divine Masculinity of The Most High as a Daughter of Sarah. 

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When i became pregnant with my first child in 2008, I immediately dove obsessively into research about midwifery and natural birth, as well as, simultaneously, seeking to heal my sexuality by studying tantra, taoist sexuality, and undergoing Queen Afua’s Sacred Woman initiation system for the second time because I desperately wanted to heal my sexual trauma and inner child trauma to be the best mother i could be for my son and have an ecstatic home birth. Although as a first time mother, I was pressured by my then-fiance into having a hospital birth at the last minute that was traumatic, i never gave up my dreams of having a natural home birth and helping women heal form sexual trauma and have ecstatic home births of their own. I went on to have 3 more children– all homebirths, 2 completely unassisted births, and, with my youngest daughter, a 15 minute labor culminating in an amazingly transformative orgasmic birth. 

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Because my third child was born in a hotel room at the most intense time during my abusive marriage while i was literally homeless, the beauty and orgasmic nature of her birth gave me a supernatural strength to know that not only had i birthed her with purpose, but that i had a divine and powerful purpose and deserved not to give up on my dreams. About a year later I finally left my abuser and quickly began diving right back into my passions. I eventually started my online business, Hadara Womb Care, making self care and yoni care products as well as powerful herbal aphrodisiacs including my original blend of Gorontula Syrup, an African superfruit-based syrup packed with a blend of African, Asian, Ayurvedic, and South American adaptogenic aphrodisiac herbs. I am passionate about my gorontula syrups which are unlike anything on the market to enhance libido, vaginal lubrication, balance hormones and menstruation, and even has immunity-boosting properties. Alongside my handcrafted, homemade products, I also offer fertility consultations, intimacy coaching, and dynamic courses on Sensual Artistry & Sexual Alchemy for married women, exploring Divine Feminine Archetypes through a Biblical lens to help women heal from sexual trauma and shame to become more orgasmic and become amazing lovers, wives, and mothers.

 

In all that I do, my Love, vibrancy, experience, and faith is infused as i prioritise my healing as a reflection of the healing of the women i seek to serve.